It’s been 3 years since you moved from your country to this new place - which does not seem that new anymore. You have always missed home but now, it seems you have accepted things here and now that you have your family member here it seems weird. And now you do not know how to process this? It feels like an instrusion of space, which is technically not supposed to be there. You wish that when will they go back home and you can be alone again - which is not gonna happen anytime soon. This feeling is unsettling because you have never had it before, and you feel completely guilty for having that feeling.
The worse part is that you cannot tell that anybody because then it just feels weird. So you just sit there kinda annoyed and don’t know how to feel this or process this. It also makes you angry but there is no way to get out of this situation. You just have to deal with it and hope that it stops feeling this way.
You feel very very very guilty for feeing this way.